One Sided Love

Chapter 20: chap20

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I feel like shit... what did I do.... I should stop that moment when I saw her yelled in pain but I was lost

in my lust n in her sweet tightness .... n then I full filled my need n totally ignore hers ... I feel ashamed

she was fucking pregnant ... I can also hurt her ...n when I saw her body covered in marks because of

my rough fucking I just want to kill myself ...she looks so devastated, scared n numb ...I enter in my

office n made myself a drink..n lost in my work so that I can work n try to forget what I did.

It was almost 8:00 when there was a knock in the door I looked n saw it was kate ... she has changed

to some brown dress n looking so fragile...

She said in a small voice without looking in my eyes ' Dinner is ready do you want to eat here or in the

dinning room'

I was quite for a moment looking her ... n checking her if she is ok ... then I

I replied ' im coming '

She left quietly .....when I reached Emma was sitting in her rocking chair and Kate was sitting far away

from my side... I try to avoid looking at her but all I can saw how quite she is now, never lifting her head,

looking so sad and weak...slowly eating her food , which was still fulled... why she is not eating properly

.. she should be more hungery she doesnot eat properly during breakfast, lunch n now dinner.... may

be it is because of me ,,, i thought in guilt.

After dinner kate put plates in the dishwasher n take Emma for a bath and then to bed.

All this time i was thinking how to apologized to kate ... because looking at her so broken was killing me

... i need to clear this bad air..

I went to her room and saw her in sleeveless night gown and she was talking to some one

She said " sir I know .. but i have to resign ... n dont worry about the project it is already done and send

to your mail I was working on it today... Im so grateful you want me back but i really need a break from

work ... now im married n have a 2 year n unborn kid to take care ... so plz understand.... sure sure sir

when Im looking for job again NYPH will be my first choice... ok goodnight'

I feel more guilty she was really finishing her project and have left her job because of me... when she

turned n looked me .. she flinched

Kate

When Alex left me in room broken... i went to washroom to clean my self ... when i looked at myself at

mirror my arms n back and neck was covered in marks... n some where a little painful... looking at

those i remember all that and I cried heavely....

After bath i went to check emma n smiled for my angel and cooked dinner... i was wondering should i

called Alex for dinner... if i didnt he will get angry again ... so with little courage i called him

After dinner i went to call my boss where i told many lies to understand why i need to resign ... then

after called i turned i looked it was alex standing outside my door... i get scared... did i do something

wrong again.

I said in a scared voice" Hmm Alex... you.. you need something'

Alex

Her scared voice too much for me.... she was looking so vunerable .. i try to relax her n said ' yup

everything is fine... I just want to talk to you... can I ? .... If you want to sleep ... then I will talk to you

later'

She confusedly looked n said ' No you.. you can talk '

I come closer to her n I saw that her stomach was looking more bigger then previously may be it is the

gown but .... she was looking fucking beautiful ... I try to focus on why Im here ... I picked her hand n

set with her in the bed

I said ' Im.. sorry ... im so sorry I can't even tell you how much ... I just lost control some time when im

angry... there is no justification for what I did ... but let me tell you I can't control my attraction that I

have towards you ... you bring something inside me ...I ... just forgive me plz'

She looked with me teary eyes ' I didn't know that you were attractive towards me.... I won't lie yes I

was scared... you make me feel like some cheap wh##r ... you... ne.. never kissed me.... but now you

apologized I can forgive you... but plz don't hate me... I can't tolerate this'

I picked her face with both hands n said ' im a jerk ...a heartless bastard... but I won't do this again... let

me rectify this'

I slowly put my lip to her n kissed her ... I stop for a moment to look if she is willing or not ..... but she

just closed her eyes like she was saving this moment in her memory.... I kissed her more passionately

n gracing her body with my hand ... I was so lost in a moment that I know in any minute I will undress

her n lost myself in her.... I fondel her breasts. which are bigger than before

I asked ' Are you sure kate... you can say stop if you dont want it'

She smiled ' I want it...'

I didn't wait for any moment again ... I passionately kissed her every body part ... n slowly n gently

enter her...n kissed her neck... kate was very responsive n she was softly moaning which was making

me lose control a little but I make,sure she is satisfied first... for a moment my hand touched her

stomach n I stop... it look so real... kate opened her eyes n looked little hurt ... but I try to focus on a

moment.... I fasten my speed n finally come....we both were sweating n I looked kate ... she has the

most beautiful blush n lightly grace her face then I fell in sleep.